so... went on a date today. havent been on a date for a while, and it went pretty well! i plan on seeing this guy for a while. so hopefully we'll see where this goes eh?

i feel as though im ready to date again. like... i want to go out on dates, and see where it goes from there. but not so sure if im ready for such a serious thing or a big commitment quite yet. so we'll see what happens. hehe.

umm... other than that, im kinda stressing out about colorguard right now. kinda messing up a bit and its not fun. and the fact that i dont have marching band as an elective, im pretty much getting screwed over. which completely sucks cuz if mr.showitz decides to go into another set that i dont know where my dot is, i can hurt someone or even me. which im terrified of.

the thing im mostly stressing out about, is hurting someone right now and dropping my flag. which'll suck.

main goal right now is to worry about school, enjoy life, organize things out, and getting myself together.